Happy birthday

Dear MH,

Today I woke up thinking about you; how could I not given that it is your birthday 18/9/1990? It is confusing to realize the passage of time and seeing how it changes everything. I wish you the most beautiful things in life on your birthday, because I think you are a great person and that you deserve the best that life has to offer.

You may imagine that it is not so easy to write, but I did not want that to keep me from doing it, because the love is stronger than everything, and I wanted you to know all the good things that I wish you.

I hope you are having a great time, surrounded by people who love you, and you know they are many. Thank you for the years of adventures and follies that we share. I love you and I will always be here, even when we are no longer together.

I would like to see you soon, maybe not yet, but in a near future, a moment where we could just laugh without reliving the past, a day when we are just two people enjoying each other’s company, unattached, without remorse or sad memories.

I love you and I always think of you,
Happy birthday to you 🌹

Hmm

To The Girl Who Replaced Me, Please Take Care Of Him (MH)

Dear Replacement,

We don't know each other. 

You are his future now.

He has bigger dreams than he is confident enough to believe in, so it's your job to tell him every day how smart he is and that he is capable of it all. He won't believe you, but don't stop saying it.

He is a better person because of all of that, and he's found you because of failed relationships in the past. I hope you love him the way he deserves and I hope he loves you more.

Also: Remember that I don't dislike you, but if I'm being honest, I am jealous of you because I love,need,want him. 

Hmm

Yesterday I went to Kajang to find him, I just want to see his face.
Just to see his face already enought for me.
But I saw his story and he watch movie at gsc.
I miss him but he’s seems fine without me.

Luahan perasaan

I’m not sure he read this or not .. but I think he’s not going to read this blog bcs he really hate me so much.. 

I screwed up ..  I was insensitive.. 

I got caught up .. I let him down ..

I’m the stupid one ..

I’m sorry  

For the times I hurt you, 

For the times I lied to you, and 

For every other reason you’re so angry at me.

I know my apologies don’t mean shit to you, but aside from that, all I can do is promise to try to be better in the future.

I love you #MH

I can never ever lose you and you mean world to me .. 

Money

For those who say money can’t buy happiness is totally wrong. 

Please work hard and earn the money.

Even if money can’t buy happiness that you want at least it can buy you comfort, for you & your loved ones. 

It is easier to be happy in comfort than to be happy in discomfort.

Money is not everything but it’s something. 

We need to survive in this world & for that need money, we can’t just survive on values, good manners and humanity we also need food & other basic necessity for our survival.

We can easily count a blessing which doesn’t require money. 

Happiness & honesty are the rare things, they are our treasure and cost us nothing. 

But food and shelter are also our basic needs which can’t be bought through happiness or honesty and to require them you need.

Well my happiness costs me money. 

Everything i do that makes me feel good requires me to spend an amount of money.

 Shopping & going out eating makes me happy but it also cost me some money thus to conclude that money is important for someone happiness.y

Worried about you

Dearest MH,

Writing a letter to you has become a part of my routine now. And I have to admit that I have had my deepest conversations with you through these letters.

I haven’t heard from you for 1 days! 

I hope that you are fine and getting all kinds to ensure that nothing bad has happened when you hiking. I pray that you are not injured 🤕 

You need to take rest and please don’t skip your meal. Take care of your health and yourself.